DJ Sammy Heaven (9/11 Remix)
Yesterday marked seven months since you’ve been gone. It’s still a daily struggle to accept that when I call Mom very night, I’ll only being talking to her. It’s even harder knowing that whenever I go back home, you won’t be in the car picking me up from my dorm, or at home waiting for me to get back so you could hug me, kiss me, and tell me that you love and missed me. Seven months ago, I wasn’t expecting you to leave this earth. In the hospital, it took all I could to go in the room to see you. Deep down, I had a feeling that God wanted you, but I couldn’t accept that either. I didn’t want to let you go so soon. I convinced myself that you had the strength to pull through. But instead, I’ve learned that you gave me your strength to take care of Mommy. We want you back so bad. I love you and miss you so much.
(Source: canthemannons, via samsoflylikeee)
